It's our 21st wedding anniversary today!!... and Dave asked me earlier what i felt on Facebook -
and this was my reply.
I feel …
… A little old. My parents are the ones who can be old enough to be married 21 years! Not us!
... Confused . I wonder where the time has gone. It doesn't seem 21 years ago.
What happened to that girl ?
... Sad. As 5 of the much loved people that were at our tiny wedding ceremony are no longer here with us.
... Grateful. Fucking grateful to Mr Jones and St Georges Hospital for allowing me still to be here today.
💕 💜 💕 🙏 👼
... Amazed. That from all the shit we have been through we are still together.
... Defiant. And a ‘fingers up’ to all that didn't think we would stay together 21 weeks.
... Proud. That we have the 4 most amazing children. That we created.
... A bit useless. As I know others think I haven't done anything with my life.
... Rebellious. As I don't really give a fuck what others think.
... Intuitive. As that somehow I knew 26 years ago that we had to be together -
you and I are our biggest mirrors and lessons in life.
I love you 😘
(though I'd love you even more if you'd listen to me 😂 😘 💜)